Weekend.

  I have a confession to make,I started this post over a week ago but have not got round to posting it with one thing and another I did not get round to finishing it and now I have forgot what I was going to say.I'm going to post it anyway then I will do another one to tell you how hubby is doing.I'm sorry about this but hope you can understand what I am going on about,I'm full to the brim with cold sneezing and coughing all over the place and my head is in a spin more than usual, the next bit is what I had saved !!!
                         
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          Oh I am feeling so lazy today,I have lots of things I could be getting on with but its just one of those days where I have done quite a few jobs but nothing to exhausting.  My hubby had an op on his back last week and things have not been so good.It is the third op he has had on his back and I think that he is worse now than he was before it.Before the op his legs hurt him and his right leg had patches on it which where numb and his foot was always cold,now he has not got much feeling in it at all and his foot is like a block of ice.He is in a lot of pain and feels like he's dragging his leg he isn't but that is how it feels.The doc says its early days yet which is right but it is quite worrying when still young and not been able to get about.He is keeping in good spirits and quite a good patient Iv not had to take his crutches off of him so he cannot get up but suppose that is early days as well,lol,no I wouldn't do that really!Maybe this is why I'm feeling lazy today think I am more mentally tired than physically tired tho, worry does make you tired doesn't it.

We woke to a frost again this morning but it has been a beautiful day the sun has had its hat on all week in fact the last 2 weeks have been good I love this time of year when you get up its nippy and fresh.The garden is looking a bit sorry for itself but has some lovely colours in it, golden and crunchy leafs falling from the trees and the little birds sitting on the table first thing in the morning waiting for their breakfast and I must admit they are usually the first ones to be fed on a morning I feel quite guilty if I don't go and say good morning to them and give them some seeds or bread before I sit down to my toast and tea. Iv not got out for a walk this week with looking after hubby more than usual, to take some photos of the trees in all their splendid colours but I'm hoping to next week,Iv got some lovely pics of the sky at t time as the sun goes down looking all warm and mysterious and the moon shining proud in the sky lighting the countryside while its dark.

I told you a couple of posts ago that I would tell you what I got for my birthday and with all that's gone on Iv not got round to it but here are some pics of just a few of my prezzies.

Lovely warm snuggle dressing gown.

Kindle which a friend bought me,Iv never wanted one but Barry knows how much I love my books so thought I could do with one I do like it but it feels strange not holding a book,I will still buy books I could never let it replace them.

Lovely perfume that hubby bought me very expensive but worth every penny and as Cheryl Cole says "I'm worth it ".lol.

Very pretty necklace and little sign from my little grandsons.I always say this to them when I tuck them in to bed when they stay.

Cath Kidston hand bag another hubby prezzie I think he spoilt me.
    
   Love Jill xx

Lovely autumn morning.

       Hello you loverly people,Oh I know I haven't posted for sometime but I'm back now just popping in to say hello .This morning was a bit chilly when I put my toes out of bed but its lovely in North Yorkshire this morning,well its 12.50pm as I write this but its still loverly.I have a real spring in my step today I slept well was up with the birds washing in, washing out and windows doors open just what I like. I think that the autumn months are my favourite time of year and spring,the change of the seasons always makes me feel good as we go from one time of year to the next.The trees and landscape look lovely all changing colour all golden the wind blowing and the sound of the leaves rustling as they fall and blow along the pavements!oh I just love it.
     I had some real days where I have felt down and miserable with myself lately but I'm pulling myself up and looking forward to the changes of the year.Nice cosy nights in with soft lights and candles flickering cosy by the fire oh I could go on and on.Well I'm off to peg my last load of washing out and do the men folk some lunch and will be back soon.I still haven't told you what I got for my birthday so I think that will be my next post,maybe later on today I could tell you.
    Bye for now Love Jill xxxx

Tears!!!

            I don't know what is the matter with me today all I am doing is bursting into tears all the time.I was up early after having a awful dream that my husband was having an affair and all my friends knew about it and nobody told me his woman did,so as you can imagine I woke up really upset and shaking from head to foot.I know that my hubby isnt having a fling with anyone cos he never goes any where without me so thats not likely is it.I sat with my first cup of tea on my own and burst out crying thinking about this flaming dream and then the pussycat didnt want to sit on my knee so that made me cry and I then dropped son Jacks packed lunch on the floor so I started again.
    I was in the shower an hour later and I may as well have turned the shower off cos I was crying enough to rinse myself off,where is it all coming from.  I hung my second load of washing out  that went without any tears but when I was hoovering our bedroom the dam belt snapped on the hoover so off I was again.I could not find the spare band and hubby didnt know where I had put it,its in one of my safe places which is so safe I dont know where it is.LOL ! So I had to continue hoovering the house with just the nozzle on which is hard going so yes more tears came.I had to continue hoovering because Patchouli pussycat is dropping her fur every where and as she is a long haired cat it shows up really bad.I made a coffee and had a talk to myself about pulling myself together before hubby caught me sobbing, he already thinks my hormones are working over over time.
   It worked for a while until I had a cd on while I was ironing and Eric Claptons Tears from Heaven came on and I was off again,the song is so sad and always reminds me of when my lovely grandma died so you can imagine the state I was in.Im now sat with a big box of tissues typing this and tears streaming down my face,WHY!!!! I must be going mad cos Iv not got any thing to cry about must be the hormones.Does any one else get days like this or is it just me????
         Hope you are all having a lovely bank holiday without crying.
         Love Jill xx